im trying very hard to finish a paper, yet since im sitting witnessing the most beautiful day iv seen in ages, i really cant. Its cloudy. And i smell rain. i was so anticipation of it, that i scared my room mate by hallucinating rain...i actually saw a huge flood outside...and no i havnt yet gone mad.

im going home on the 7th - very excited, 3 months away from this place - this place which everyone says i should cherish memories off - but to be honest, i wanna leave here like theres no tomorrow n theres no turning back. Sure i'll miss some of my cherished friends...but im sure, since theyre so important to me, this place is not the reason for us being together.

o its really windy now...cold wind...nice. You must realize we've had a huge dry spell here, hot as an oven, and im waiting in extreme anticipation for it to rain. y oh y wont it happen!

Rain is a fickle thing - it leaves u hanging at the very last moments...much like people...

more later...my writers block may be leaving n i need to finish my paper...

word of advice: never let a paper decide 70% of ur grade..